Alone, lost, afraid, unclear bout my next steps or even how I'd gotten to this place ... again.
A few short weeks before my life was going well ...
Then all of a sudden (it felt like overnight), everything crumbled.
My job had taken a very weird and uncertain turn. My relationship looked like it was ending ...
My path was foggy, messy and unclear.
As I was driving aimlessly one afternoon, I wailed - WHAT ...
" What is happening? What am I not seeing? What do I need to see? I called out, "Help me!"
In that moment I had an impulse and insight!
I was led by intuition to a meditation gathering where I heard a quest, one that turned my life inside out In a deep inner process, I was asked by Spirit, "Are you willing to Serve Creation?" As an ordained Unity New Thought Minister, serving ministries since 2000, of course, I said, "YES." That was the beginning of everything changing, once again.
That experience not only turned my life inside out, it turned my heart inside out. I'd been teaching and preaching to my congregations for over a decade about the power of the Heart and how important it was to access the love there.
Suddenly, I embodied everything I'd been talking about at an entirely new level. I realized that up until that time, I hadn't really know the depths of what was possible.
I had encountered and tapped int my Essence, that part of my Soul that was yearning to be discovered, a deeper passion and purpose to life; a more expansive experience of fulfillment and contentment.
I was led on what I now call a spiritual initiation journey - one that required me to dive into the depths of myself to surrender all that was unlike love. It took me into my patterns and beliefs of unworthiness and not being enough, it took me through the emotions that had been stuck and keeping me limited; it freed me from myself.
Over time I did surrender everything. I left my job, my career, my relationship. I released my identity to my titles and roles. I took off and lived in my car for over 15 months - moving as Spirit directed. It was intense, the most exhilarating, freeing, terrifying times of my life.
I experienced the sweetest, most profound bliss and the depths of my pain body - sometimes both in the same moments.
I was freed from my self-imposed (albeit unconscious) limitations. I discovered my own Brilliance, my possibilities and a renewed, expanded purpose on the planet.
I'm here to be a catalyst, a facilitator and a guide for YOU, to awaken to that, which is within you - to step out of your self-imposed limitations and into the Essence of who you are there to be!
I'm here to be the doorway through which you change your lens of perception so you can step into on ever-deepening self-awareness and spiritual connection.
When you do that - everything changes! When you do that - the possibilities for you and your life become unlimited - in health, love, abundance and most of , soul fulfillment.
Imagine living your life with greater ease, with deep contentment and navigating through challenges with a clarity that propels you into the greeter expression of who you are and who you are Becoming!
It's about first recognizing "what is" with acceptance and then changing your vibrational energy around it. When you access a wider perspective, possibilities for who you are and what you'd love appear from your deepest being. Evey time you shift your energy and vibration, everything changes. I'm not saying every outer situation or circumstance with change, but your ability to navigate them does!
